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turned it off with an air: 'I love the mistress of this house,' said she, very well; and am quite reconciled to her: but methinks there is such a hissing sound in the word Sister, that I cannot abide it. 'Tis a true English word, but a word I have not been used to, having never had a sis-s-ster before, as you know'-Speaking the first syllable of the word with an emphatical hiss.

Mr. B. said, Observe you not, Lady Davers, that you used a word (to avoid that) which had twice the hissing in it that sister has? And that was mis-s-stress, with two other hissing words to accompany it, of this-s-s hous-s-e: but to what childish follies does not pride make one stoop!-Excuse, Madam,' (to the countess) such poor low conversation as we are dwindled into."

'O Sir,' said her ladyship, the conversation is very agreeable ;-and I think, Lady Davers, you're fairly caught.'

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Well,' said my lady, then help me, good sister-there's for you!-to a little sugar. Will that please you, Sir?'

I am always pleased, replied her brother, smiling, when Lady Davers acts up to her own character, and the good sense she is mistress of.'

Ay, ay, my good brother, like other wise men, takes it for granted that it is a mark of good sense to approve of whatever he does.-And so, for this one time, I am a very sensible body with him-And I'll leave off, while I have his good word. Only one thing I must say to you, my dear, turning to me, that though I call you Pamela, as I please, be assured, I love you as well as if I called you Sister, as Lord Davers does, at every word.'

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'Your ladyship gives me great pleasure,' said I, in this kind assurance; and I don't doubt but I shall have the honour of being called by that tender name, if I can be so happy as to deserve it; and I'll lose no opportunity that shall be afforded me, to show how sincere I will endeavour to do so.'

She was pleased to rise from her seat: Give me a kiss, my dear girl; you deserve every thing: and permit me to say Pamela sometimes, as the word occurs: for I am not used to speak in print; and I will call you sister when I think of it, and love you as well as ever sister loved another.'

These proud and passionate folks,'

said Mr. B. now good they can be, when they reflect a little on what be comes their characters!'

'So, then,' rejoined my lady,' I am to have no merit of my own, I see, do what I will. This is not quite so generous in my brother, as one might expect.'

Why, you saucy sister-excuse me, Lord Davers-what merit would you assume? Can people merit by doing their duty? And is it so great a praise, that you think fit to own for a sister so deserving a girl as this, whom I take pride in calling my wife?'

Thou art what thou always wert,' returned my lady; and were I in this my imputed pride to want an excuse, I know not the creature living, that ought so soon to make one for me, as you.'

I do excuse you,' said he, for that very reason, if you please: but it little becomes either your pride, or mine, to do any thing that wants excuse.'

'Mighty moral! mighty grave, truly? -Pamela, friend, sister, there's for you!-thou art a happy girl to have made such a reformation in thy honest man's way of thinking as well as acting. But now we are upon this topic, and only friends about us, I am resolved to be even with thee, brotherJackey, if you are not for another dish, I wish you'd withdraw.-Polly Barlow, we don't want you. Beck, you may stay.' Mr. H. obeyed; and Polly went out; for you must know, Miss, that my Lady Davers will have none of the men-fellows, as she calls them, to attend upon us at tea. And I cannot say but I think her entirely in the right, for several reasons that might be given.

When they were withdrawn, my lady repeated, Now we are upon this topic of reclaiming and reformation, tell me, thou bold wretch; for you know I have seen all your rogueries in Pame. la's papers; tell me, if ever rake but thyself made such an attempt as thou didst, on this dear good girl, in presence of a virtuous woman, as Mrs. Jervis was always noted to be? As to the other vile creature, Jewkes, 'tis less wonder, although in that thou hadst the impadence of him who set thee to work: but to make thy attempt before Mrs. Jervis, and in spite of her struggles and reproaches, was the very stretch of shame. less wickedness.'

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Mr. B. seemed a little disconcerted, and said, Surely, Lady Davers, this is going too far! Look at Pamela's blushing face, and downcast eye, and wonder at yourself for this question, as much as you do at me for the action you speak of.'

The countess said to me,' My dear Mrs. B. I wonder not at this sweet confusion on so affecting a question!-but, indeed, since it is come in so naturally, I must say, Mr. B. that we have all, and my daughters too, wondered at this, more than at any part of your attempts; because, Sir, we thought you one of the most civilized men in England, and that you could not but wish to have saved appearances at least.'

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Though this is to you, my Pamela, the renewal of griefs; yet hold up your dear face. You may-The triumph was yours-the shame and the blushes ought to be mine-And I will humour my saucy sister in all she would have me say.

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Nay,' said Lady Davers, 6 you know the question; I cannot put it stronger.'

'That's very true,' replied he: But would you expect I should give you a reason for an attempt that appears to you so very shocking?'

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Nay, Sir,' said the countess, don't say appears to Lady Davers; for (excuse me) it will appear so to every one who hears of it.'

I think my brother is too hardly used,' said Lord Davers; he has made all the amends he could make:-and you, my sister, who were the person of ended, forgive him now, I hope; don't

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you: or rather, you sha, read it your self, Bold-face, if you can.'

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So she pulled those leaves out of her pocket, wrapped up carefully in a pa. per. Here,-I believe he who could act tbus, must read it; and, to spare Pamela's confusion, read it to yourself; for we all know how it was.'

'I think,' said he, taking the papers, I can say something to abate the heinousness of this heavy charge, or else I should not stand thus at the insolent bar of my sister, answering her interrogatories.'

I send you, my dear Miss Darnford, a transcript of the charge, as follows:To be sure, you'll say, he was a very wicked man.

[See p. 37. et seq.]

Mr. B. read this to himself, and said, This is a dark affair, as here stated; and I can't say, but Pamela, and Mrs. Jervis too, had great reason to apprehend the worst: but surely readers of it, who were less parties in the supposed attempt, and not determined at all events to condemn me, might have made a more favourable construction for me, than you, Lady Davers, have done in the strong light in which you have set this heinous matter before us.'

'However, since my lady,' bowing to the countess, and Lord Davers seem to expect me particularly to answer this black charge, I will, at a proper time, if agreeable, give you a brief history of my passion for this dear girl; how it commenced and increased, and my own struggles with it, and this will introduce, with some little advantage to myself per haps, what I have to say, as to this supposed attempt: and at the same time enable you the better to account for some facts which you have read in my pretty accuser's papers.'

This pleased every one, and they bez ged him to begin then; but he said, it was time we should think of dressing,

the morning being far advanced; and if no company came in, he would, in the afternoon, give them the particulars they desired to hear.

The three gentlemen rode out, and returned to dress before dinner: my lady and the countess also took an airing in the chariot. Just as they returned, compliments came from several of the neighbouring ladies to our noble guests, on their arrival in these parts; and to as many as sent, Lady Davers desired

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their companies for to-morrow after noon, to tea: but Mr. B. having fallen in with some of the gentlemen likewise, he told me, we should have most of our visiting neighbours at dinner, and desired Mrs. Jervis might prepare accordingly for them.

After dinner Mr. H. took a ride out, attended by Mr. Colbrand, of whom he is very fond, ever since he frightened Lady Davers's footmen at the Hall, threatening to chine them, if they of fered to stop his lady: for, he says, he loves a man of courage: very probably knowing his own defects that way, for my lady often calls him a chicken

hearted fellow. And then Lord and Lady Davers, and the countess, revived the subject of the morning; and Mr. B. was pleased to begin in the manner I shall mention by-and-bye. For here I am obliged to break off.

Now, my dear Miss Darnford, I will proceed.

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'I need not,' said Mr. B. observe to any body who knows what love is, (or rather that violent passion which we mad young fellows are apt to miscall love) what mean things it puts one upon; how it unmans, and levels with the dust, the proudest spirit. In the sequel of my story you will observe several instances of this truth.

'I began very early to take notice of this lovely girl, even when she was hardly thirteen years old; for her charms increased every day, not only in my eye, but in the eyes of all who beheld her. My mother, as you (Lady Davers) know, took the greatest delight in her, always calling her, her Pamela, her good child: and her waiting-maid and her cabinet of rarities were her boasts, and equally shewn to every visitor: for besides the beauty of her figure, and the genteel air of her person, the dear girl had a surprising memory, a solidity of judgment above her years, and a docility so unequalled, that she took all parts of learning which her lady, as fond of instructing her as she of improv ing by instruction, crowded upon her insomuch that she had masters to teach her to dance, sing, and play on the spinnet, whom she every day surprised by the readiness wherewith she took every thing.

'I remember once, my mother praising her girl before me, and my aunt B.

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(who is since dead), I could not but notice her fondness for her, and said, "What do you design, Madam, to do with or for, this Pamela of yours? The accomplishments you give her will do her more hurt than good: for they will set her so much above her degree, that what you intend as a kindness, may prove her ruin."

'My aunt joined with me, and spoke in a still stronger manner against giving her such an education; and added, as

well remember, "Surely, sister, you do wrong. One would think, if one knew not my nephew's discreet pride, that you design her for something more than your own waiting-maid."

"Ah! sister," said the old lady, "there is no fear at what yon hint at; his family pride, and stately temper, will secure my son: he has too much of his father in him- And as for Pamela, you know not the girl. She has always in her thoughts, and in her mouth too, her parents' mean condition, and I shall do nothing for them, at least at present, though they are honest folks, and de serve well, because I will keep the girl bumble.

"But what can I do with the little baggage?" continued my mother; “she conquers every thing so fast, and has such a thirst after knowledge, and the more she knows, I verily think, the humbler she is, that I cannot help letting go, as my son, when a little boy, used to do to his kite, as fast as she pulls and to what height she'll soar, I can't tell.

"I intended," proceeded the good lady, "at first, only to make her mistress of some fine needle-work, to qualify her (as she has a delicacy in her person, that makes it a pity ever to put her to hard work) for a genteel place: but she masters that so fast, that now as my daughter is married and gone from me, I am desirous to qualify her to divert and entertain me in my thoughtful hours: and were you, sister, to know what she is capable of, and how diverting her innocent prattle is to me, and her natural simplicity, which I encourage her to preserve amidst all she learns, you would not, nor my son nei, ther, wonder at the pleasure I take in her. Shall I call her in ?"

"I don't want," said I, "to have the girl called in: if you, Madam, are di verted with her, that's enough. To be

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